‘WHY ME LORD’

American Pa talent nei tha tak mai, Hla phuah thiam, Zai thiam, Music thiam leh Film chan thiam bawk Kris Kristofferson hian khawvel chu a deng chhuak hnen a ni. A bik takin a hla phuah thiam zia te a zai thiam na te hian mi te rilru a hnen em em thin. Mizoram thleng pawhin tuna kan sawi tur " Why Me Lord" tih te leh hla dang " Help me make it through the night" etc. tih te thleng pawn kan lo zawm pui ve rut rut thei anih hi. Ama mimal nun hrim hrim ah pawn hian entawn tlak leh tum ruhna te pawh zir tur a tam hle mai. Mahse chung chu tunah erawh chuan kan sawi tum ber ani lem lo.

Tuna kan sawi tum ber chu " Why me Lord" tih hla lungkuai tak mai, sual lak atanga Kristianna lama ringtu nun kawng inthleng chhoh dan leh in hmuh chhuah na hla tha tak mai hi thiam ang tawkin sawi ve ka han tum a nge. He hla hi sap hla, sap tawnga in ziak anih miau avangin, ka saptawng hriatthiam ve dan leh thiamna hian a phawk chhuak pha hauh lo ang tih chu ka ring. Mashe eng emaw kawng zawng tala hlawkpui kan lo awm ve tak mialin tiin ka han ziak ve dawn a ni.

Awle, he hla " WHY ME LORD" tih hi Kris Kristofferson - a phuah a ni a. Kum 1972 daih tawh khan record a ni. A hla thu hi a tha em em maia, Pathian puih ngai ni pawha in hre tawh lo, khawvel mawina leh nawmna duhtawka chen a, tlan pha ngei maiin Pathian hmangaihna leh thatna, Pathian puihna a ngaihzia leh a mamawh zia a puan chhuahna hla a ni. Tichuan he hla hi kum 1973 khan released a ni a, amah Kris Kristofferson music khawvel ah chuan mite ngaihhlut leh ropui bera sawi hial alo ni ta a ni.

He hla phuahtu hi kan sawi tak ang khan mi lar a ni a, khawvel ah hian nuamsa takin a hun a hmang thin a, larna, mipat hmeichhiatna, zu leh drugs lamah chuan duhtawka tlana, hlim hlawp bawl thin a ni. Mahse Pathian hmangaihna leh khawngaihna chuan Setana bawiha a tan reng chu alo phal bik re re lo maia, thlarau thianghlim chuan a sawm lung leng thin ani chek ang chu, amah ngeiin he hla a phuah dawn lai vel hian a nun a beidawn lai leh a ngui em em lai anih thu a sawi tlat.

Tichuan tum khat chu a thiante nen Biak In ah an inkhawm a, mipui awmdan leh sakhua urhsun zia te chu a hmu a, chutih lai chuan " Ngah nge kei hi" tih amah leh amah chu a rilru in a inzawt nghe nghe a, "Help Me (Lord)" tih hla an sak lai chuan Pastor chuan mipui zing ah chuan " Tunah hian nun ruak leh chau in awm em ?" tiin a zawt a, mipui chuan kut phar chhuakin lamtual ah chuan an tawngtai mur mur hlawma, Kristofferson pawh chu phar chhuakin Pastor chu a zu pan ve a, " Ngati nge ka phar chhuah ve ngawt kha ka in hre thiam lo a ni, mipui pawh khan min hmuh ka ring lo, a chhan chu kun chunga an tawngtai mur mur avangin"  a ti. Pastor chuan " Lal Isua Krista pawm tur hian i in peih tawh em ?"tiin alo zawt a, mahse Kristofferson chuan " Ka hrelo tiin a chhang a, a dik tak chuan enge ka tih chiah pawh kha ka in hre lo ani, khatih lai khan" tiin a sawi.

 Tichuan Pastor chuan a lu chunga kut nghat chuan a tawngtai sak a, ( Amah Kristoffrson hian hetih lai hian Pastor hian enge a sawi ka hrelo a ti, a tawngtai sak ni turah ngai ila) chutih lai tak chuan "ka tap chhuak ta a, khatiang khan mipui hmaah ka la tap chhuak ngailo, a chhan chu tun hma zawnga ka hriat ngai loh leh ngaihdam ngai ni pawha ka hriat ngai loh ka thiam lohna leh ka dik lohna hi ngaihdam ani tih ka hre chhuak ta a ni" tiin a sawi. He thil hi a ropui ka ti em em maia, Pathian hian a khawngaihna leh min chhandamna hi tu pawh mai hi min hriattir alo duh zia alang chiang hle in ka hria.

Why me Lord, what have I ever done

To deserve even one

Of the pleasures I've known

Tell me Lord, what did I ever do

That was worth loving you

Or the kindness you've shown.

Lord help me Jesus, I've wasted it so

Help me Jesus I know what I am

Now that I know that I've need you so

Help me Jesus, my soul's in your hand.

Tell me Lord, if you think there's a way

I can try to repay

All I've taken from you

Maybe Lord, I can show someone else

What I've been through myself

On my way back to you.

Lord help me Jesus, I've wasted it so

Help me Jesus I know what I am

Now that I know that I've need you so

Help me Jesus, my soul's in your hand.

He hla changkhatna ah hian Pathian chu ti hian a zawt hial a, " Lalpa, ka hun kal tawha ka thil lo tih tawh te, ka sualna zawng zawng te ka ngaihtuah chang hian, i hnen atanga nun hlim na leh nawmna chang ve tur hian ka phu reng em ni?" tiin , mahse Pathian khawngaihna leh thatna te chuan alo phal in alo khawngaih em em si a, chuti chung chung pawh chuan a sualna a thlir let hian phu a in ti hlawl lo a, " Lalpa min han hrilh teh, mi tlak tlailo tak hian hmangaih let che leh i hmangaihna dawn let a, i hnen atanga nun hlimna leh nawmna dawn hi ka phu reng em ni" tiin Pathian chu a zawt let hial a ni hi.

Ava ropui tak em, Pathian hmangaihna leh khawngaihna dawn hi phu inti hlawl lo te hnen ah Pathian hi a in puang fo a ni.

A thu nawn ah hian, amah chu Pathian hnenah a in hlan mawlh mawlh a, " Lalpa Ka Pathian, kei nun ruak leh chau hi min pui rawh" tiin amah leh amah a in hriat chian zia te leh tun hma zawnga khawvel nawmna chen avanga Pathian mamawh lo nia in hre thin kha, tun ah chuan Pathian alo mamawh zia te hmu chhuakin a thlarau chu Pathian kut ah a hlan tak thu te kan hmu a ni.

Chang hnihna ah hian Pathian chu a chhandamna leh a khawngaihna, hmangaihna nasat em avanga lawmthu hrilh let a duh zia kan hmu leh a " Lalpa, i rawngbawl tur hian ka tan kawng min hawn sak anih chuan, i  hnen atanga ka dawn zawng zawng te hi hlan let ve che ka duh a, kei ngei pawh nangma hmangaina leh khawngaihna avanga i hnena ka lo let dan hi mipakhat talin an lo hlawkpui ve na turin i ropuina hi keimah kal tlang hian puan ka duh ani" tiin Pathian chu a rawn a ni. He chang ah hian a thlawna kan dawn Pathian hmangaihna leh khawngaihna, ngaihdamna te hi up bo mai lova puang chhuak tur kan lo nih zia alang chiang hle in ka hria.

In zavaiin Pathianin malsawm vek che u rawh se.